Have any of you been in a fight with a friend of yours? When You tries to get things back to the good again, or just telling the truth, or just asking a simple question, he/she dont listen and just turn his/hers back of you, and dont want to talk?

Well, that is what happend me today. Me and a friend of mine had a fight a couple of days ago, but we were fine the day after. Then today, I was sick and stayed at home. We're doing a group project in school, so we started to talk about that.
Then I asked her why she made a thing to it, without telling me. She told me she wasent told what to do, so she did it. I had told her what to do, but unfortunately she probably didnt listen.
I became very sad and upset, and told her that I wanted to broke up from the group project because I knew we two cant work together. Then she became angry and told me that if i did that, she had to restart everything again and we only have one week until its suppose to be done. She had made two things for the project that I havent even seen, what does she mean restart?

So, you can say I dont really know what to do. Should I leave her and do my own, or go back today when we cant even talk without start a fight?

Because of this, I dont think we can be friends like we've been before. I've tried to talk to her, but all she do is turn her back against me and dont listen, or just block me on msn.

What should I do?

Im having a artblock again, so I cant make all those requests I've promsied to do...TT__TT
Sorry guys, but I think you have to wait a little longer...

Today I finally got all the sketches to my manga done! all 38 pages ^^' now I need a frontpage... hmm I think I'll wait with that.
But still! Its done! YAAAY! XD I deserve a biiiig chocolatecake! or something else good and yummy <3

now.... I have to all the homeworks to next week, or else my teacher will stab my head with a pen -.-'

Just feelt for a new jornal...

so how is everyone doing? you know, with school, art. and stuff.
I feel stressed out, because I've got so much to do now when its only a few months left on senior High school and then Im out. I mean: homeworks- a lots O.O, group project - 2 or 3, commisions to friends and family - oh dear god -.-' and Im planning to move out to my own apartment. Well, maybe not right now, but I've been looking around for one... (dont get any big dreams there Tai -.-' I wont move down to HGB).

you know what I mean? a lot of stuff is happening around me, and sometimes it feels like its going to fast. I wished sometimes that I had a magical clock so I could turn back and stop the time. But how many havent wished for that?

Btw, I have started to paint again, and pretty soon all gifts I promised you will be done. I have also started to finished my own Manga - but its still much to do. But Im working on it! The homeworks first! ^^ (because of that I have to do my history-homeworks all the weekend -_-III)

anyhow, thats all from me. Take care!

-Mel

This day has really been a suckish day (is that even a word?).
We had yuckish food for lunch today, so I took a pasta salad where the pasta was almost ice cold, and it where to much spice so - yuck.
After school, I had five minutes left to the bus, so I had to run. I really shouldnt have done that because I twisted my ankle -.-'
But when I got of the bus the foot feelt better and then I started to walk home - when I stumble on a spot of ice and tear up my favorite jeans, and scratch my knee - damn that hurt!! >.<' But I couldnt do anything then keep on walking.

But I still had a good day. My glassplate I made is done and looking good, Its been wounderful weather, I tried out a dress for our prom (Its beautiful!! X3) and then we will get pizza for dinner. So Im not sad or angry, even if my knee still hurting like hell -.-' I always get to bust my knee the day before we have gym in school.

Anyway, I've been starting to make pictures for others again - so my dear friends who I promised a picture a loooooong time ago, I havent forgot! Im working on them ^^

oh well, I guess that was all. Take care everyone til' next time! ^^ and watch out for ice on the streets! O.O'