Hey all! ^^-
How are things with you? :3 I myself is the in the midst of writing a personal letter and a resume to apply for jobs.
But where am I? I don't know this place. Sure I've been here before, but who would think that I would settle me right here?
Are you confused now? Am I talking in circles? Hehe, sorry.
Well, the thing is actually that I have moved away from my old home village and settled down a suburb of Stockholm where I now live with my partner and our four-legged babies, a.k.a two cats.
How come that I took this decision? Well, we have been talking about it for a long time and I wanted to tear up my old roots when I for most of my stay in this home village felt bad and was mostly alone in the evenings. The family was of course on hand but I didn't feel like a part of them anymore. Friends? Well, few of them were there too, but they had their lives so why should I have to stand in their way?
Above all, I needed to get away from my biological father. All the years I have had to endure his broken promise on promise on promise and his arrogance that depressed my self-confidence so hard that I felt like I wouldn't do more than rot away because I wasn't good enough.
No, I felt that I needed to change the environment quite easily. And I must admit that I have never made a better choice. Up here, I feel alive for the first time. Not just because I now live with my beloved, but also because of everything that makes it possible for me to develop. I have a lot more job opportunities here, both in the cafe business and as an illustrator. There are people here who have longed to spend time with me since we have met shortly during my short visit up here, plus they will be some of the first real friends I got.
and between us... I also feel how something is slowly starting to grow on the back that can help me fly